Yes, i love you. Even if you don’t know it, i still love you.
Please don’t go away, L.
Exactly how I’m feeling at the moment
Do you ever have one of those days where you wake up and nothing in your life is going right? I just seriously wish to die right now… there’s so many things wrong! The guy who I like happens to be my best friend and I can’t distance myself from him because if I did then he’d know something was wrong but then again it’s hard because with each day each moment each second we spend together I fall deeper and deeper for him… but he’s bisexual which might mean gay?? Not only that but I moved from a place where all my friends were and now I’m alone I always find myself as the “outcast” in groups, in classes i often sit alone because i feel like no one likes me or even wants to get to know me… i know people but I can’t force myself to EVER talk about my feelings because I don’t want to be that one friend who has all the issues… Usually i just fake a smile and get over it but today i…i just can’t everything is becoming too much for me >.<
I just really wish I had a friend to talk to … someone to hug me and tell me everything is going to be okay… someone who was SINCERELY there for me not just because I have depression but because they genuinely cared for me and my well being .. is that too much to ask for?
i wish i could tell him that , i wish it was that easy
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